Happy new year, people of the interwebs! OK, so I missed New Year’s day for some of you. I know. I’m the worst at thinking in a timely fashion for other time zones. Please forgive me, other time zones. Here is a photo of Dumbcat looking pensive to make up for my transgression.

Hapey Noo Yere, peeple of bloge. I had a birfday this weeke adn am nowe fifeteene. In humaene yeers that is 76 yeers old. I shoulde reetire and get soceel securtee so Momee can stay homee and pet my furrs all the dayys.
A couple weeks ago at work, one of my most favorite coworkers (there are a lot of them…I kind of work with the best people in all the land) and I were talking about blogging. Here, I’ll give you our conversation. If he happens to read this (and I suppose he might, the internet’s a very small place sometimes), apologies in advance for stealing your words and putting them on the internets for all to read, one of my most favorite coworkers whose name I will not put on the blog because I’m about 99% sure it would embarrass the pants right off of you and I enjoy you so much I would never want to do that to you. Plus, also, workplace harassment, yo, I can’t be taking work-people’s pants off. I think there’s a seminar or something about that.

I seriously just snorted orange soda up my nose at this. This was NOT the image I went looking for, but look at the chick’s face. It’s like she’s oblivious to the butt-groping. Or she’s looking at a really funny kitten-GIF. Or maybe she just really likes the groping, I don’t even know. Either way, it is my best thing of the day.
Impressive Reporter Coworker: So I noticed the other day you’re a tweetaholic. You have over 20,000 tweets!
Me: Oh. Yeah. I used to tweet a lot. I don’t do that anymore.
IRC: Why?
Me: Oh, kind of a long story. I used to blog? And then tweet a lot, kind of in relation to that? I kind of fell out of practice.
IRC: You had a blog?
Me: Yeah. I kind of still do, I guess, but it just sits there.
IRC: What was it about?
Me: Um. Mostly me ranting about some things and making fun of other things? Also I talked about zoos a lot.

By the way, this happened a couple months ago in Syracuse. I like it because it looks like I Munchausen-by-proxyed my penguin-baby and have gone cheerfully insane.
IRC: And people would read it?
Me: Heh. Yeah. Lots of people would read it. I won some awards. And I met amazing people. And I went to Finland last year. Got to stay with people I met through blogging, actually. It was fantastic.
IRC: So…what happened?
And I didn’t have an answer for him. Not really.
What happened? Oh, I don’t know. Life, I guess. Andreas and I have spent copious amounts of time discussing that. Priorities change. Things change. People come in and out of your life. Moods rise and fall. Jobs come and go. I can most sincerely say that the person I was three and a half years ago when I started blogging isn’t the person I am now. I think back on that person and she seems like a complete stranger to me. It’s not that I’m embarrassed of her; it’s that I don’t know her at all, and I don’t know how I ever was her. I have a record that I was, I can look back on old posts and I know I wrote them, but as for remembering it, it’s kind of fuzzy. Too much water under the bridge.
So I’ve been doing a lot of thinking…and I realize there’s this itchy little part of me that wants to start writing again, and writing more. Otherwise I’m going to probably self-destruct.
I’m not juvenile enough to think resolutions ever stick. The first day of the year always seems so shiny and new, doesn’t it? Like you can accomplish anything. Like you have 365 days of newness (ooh, 366 this year, yeah?) to tackle and make your own. But I don’t know about you…but every resolution I’ve ever made has fizzled around February once you realize “oh, look, this shiny new year is very much like last year, what are the odds, yo.”
Instead, I’m going to be kind to myself, and promise myself I’ll do things that are good for me – and writing’s good for me. So writing here? Good for me. Writing poetry, essays, maybe even some short fiction? Good for me. And it’s good for my mind, because I need it to stop being so itchy. An itchy mind never did anyone any good.
(Side note: I have an amazing job, and every now and then I get to write. I got to write part of an article – FOR THE ACTUAL PAPER! – a couple months ago, and then got asked to write a LONG article for one of our related publications. A three-page article about traveling to Albany and all the things you can do there. It’s not online yet – will be eventually, and then you can read it, if you’re so inclined – but long story short, I get to write for work. I also get to do our social media, copyedit, proofread, and sometimes there’s totally a STOP THE PRESSES! moment with late-breaking news which makes me jump around in my chair because I feel like I’m in a 40s film with very impressive fedoras. My coworkers are fantastic, because they’ve totally accepted me even though I’m the biggest goofball. And I can say, with 100% certainty, I’ve never had a job where I can be more myself, and where I’ve felt more immediately at home with the people, than this one. Ever. When you can completely dork out about something three days in and no one even bats an eye? You have won employment.)

Sometimes I like to imagine that I’m in “His Girl Friday” only there’s a lot less sexism (and also a lot fewer typewriters, ashtrays, and, sadly, fedoras.)
I’m kind of rambling, here.
Anyway: I have a couple of people I’m going to encourage to blog, and they’re going to, in turn, encourage ME to blog, this year, so we’re responsible to one another as well as being cheerleady. And this will, hopefully, stop the brain-itching and get me back writing and being creative.
Happy New Year, internets. I hope your 2014s weren’t as fraught with weirdness as mine was (and most people I know had a TERRIBLE 2014, what’s going on, 2014, why were you so cursed?) and your 2015 looks like 366 (or 365, sorry, people of other time zones, I really meant to do this earlier in the day but I was too busy painting a unicorn head to go over my new fireplace…YES THAT IS REALLY A THING I DID TODAY, WHY ARE YOU ASKING) new and shiny days of awesome that you can tackle and wrestle into submission and make yours, all yours.

This is my new unicorn head that is hanging over my fireplace. I don’t have a name for him yet, but I’m leaning toward Baron Reginald von Sparklenstein.
Much love to your shiny little new-year faces. *smooch*
January 1st, 2015 at 11:28 pm
2014 was a pretty average year… right up until that whole “getting pregnant” thing. And now that it’s officially 2015 – Year of the Baby – I’m kind of freaking out. Not that I haven’t known for months that this was happening, but somehow that flipping over of the calendar just makes it more real.
Well, 2015 will be interesting, for sure.
Good to see you blogging again!
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January 1st, 2015 at 11:47 pm
YEAR OF THE BABY!!! I’m so excited for you! I can’t wait for us to welcome Wee Baby Charleen to the world!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 1:58 am
Yay! You did blog! And on the very first day of the year! 2015 looks better already. (Btw: 2015 is not a leap year, but 2016 will be, as it’s divisible by 4. So only 365 days this year.)
I too have promised myself to blog more this year. Last year was pathetic as far as my blog goes: five posts (five!) for the whole year. Embarrassing! So yes, let’s keep reminding each other to keep those posts coming. We owe it to ourselves.
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January 2nd, 2015 at 11:20 am
I did, I did! I snuck it in while you were sleeping!
I am SO GLAD I was wrong about it being a leap year, because that means I might have time off for Christmas again next year! Hooray! (And how did I go 40 years without knowing you can divide leap years by 4? I AM A NUMBSKULL!!!)
I will remind you to blog as long as you remind ME to blog! (And it’s totally selfish; a Heinakroon blog-day is a happy day for me!)
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January 2nd, 2015 at 3:39 am
She’s back!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 11:18 am
Hopefully for a bit, anyway!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 5:30 pm
More than that, please…
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January 2nd, 2015 at 7:51 pm
Oh, I may have a post scheduled for a few days from now. You can never tell with me. :)
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January 2nd, 2015 at 8:02 am
Great way to start our New Year! Glad to know things are going so well- but watch those snowstorms! xo,xo!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 11:17 am
Thank you, Margaret! We just got a foot (yikes!) which I just cleaned off my car…what an adventure!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 9:17 am
What a great start to the new year! They say that what you do on New Year’s day is what you will be doing all year long. So here’s to a year of blogging and painting unicorn heads! Thanks for getting my 2015 off to a great start!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 11:17 am
Ooh, so all year I will be:
1. Blogging
2. Crafting
3. Watching excellent television
4. Snuggling with the cat
I am cool with ALL of these things!
Thank YOU for being one of my best 2014-things, and here’s to 2015 being the best yet!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 12:07 pm
Happy New Year! So tickled to see a post from you again. Best wishes for 2015!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 3:01 pm
Thank you! You, too!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 2:59 pm
Nice to “see” you again! Happy New Year!!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 3:01 pm
Thank you! You, too!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 3:46 pm
So happy to this post! I miss my Amy. I need more of her in my life, but I am very glad you are doing well and sound happy. YAY!
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January 2nd, 2015 at 4:05 pm
Aw, thank you! Yeah…I’ve been very MIA lately. My life keeps getting in the way of my internetting. It’s a worry. Hoping to get to more of a balancey-place in the new year! Hope all’s well with you and happy New Year!
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January 5th, 2015 at 10:10 am
Whilst working valiantly at pushing some 2014 baggage back into last year where it belongs, I found your blog, and this post, and from my little desk in Perth, Western Australia I say “thank you so much for the smiles”.
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January 5th, 2015 at 3:22 pm
Aw, you’re so welcome! I’m so glad to bring the smiles all the way to Australia! Thank you for reading!
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January 7th, 2015 at 10:27 pm
Yay! I am very glad you’re back. And you’re back!
Happy new year.
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January 9th, 2015 at 12:50 am
I’m back – and I’m trying to STAY back! Yell at me if I disappear, will you?
Happy new year to you, too!
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